December
17,
2004
Back
again.
Burned
the
last
batch
of
fudge.
It was
bizarre.
Fudge
not
boiling
yet,
sat
down
for 3
minutes,
got up
to
check
it and
it was
seriously
charred
BUT
the
brand
new
candy
thermometer
still
read
10
degrees
below
the
temp
where
I
should
take
it off
the
stove.
That's
after
three
perfect
batches.
Stupid
Diet.
No
doubt,
my
share
was in
that
pan.
Now
just
popcorn
balls,
divinity,
potato
candy
and
Rice
Krispie
treats
to go.
Got
the
kids
all
finished
with
their
own
Christmas
shopping.
They
got to
spend
$3-4
each
on
each
other.
It was
fun.
Got
the
ornaments
made,
which
was
also
fun.
Tomorrow
morning,
we'll
frost
sugar
cookies,
then
I'll
go to
town
to
finalize
before
Santa
comes
tomorrow
night.
The
Mercury
Retrograde
(link
is
below)
has
everyone
saying
really
weird
shit.
It's
fairly
interesting
as
long
as I'm
not on
the
receiving
end of
some
whack
job
whine
fest.
It's
bizarre
how
that
particular
retrograde
gains
a lot
of
power
right
as
it's
going
direct
again
(on
the
20th).
It's
like a
last
hurrah.
Heard
back
from
Broker
#2,
who
spoke
with
Appraiser
#2 who
is
evidently
more
familiar
with
the
comps
in
this
area
than
Appraiser
#1 and
therefore,
Broker
#1.
Broker
#2
seemed
extremely
confident
that
he
could
get an
appraisal
that
would
work
out
for
us, so
Broker
#1 is
likely
going
to not
hear
from
us for
a bit.
Broker
#2
said
we
would
likely
hear
from
Appraiser
#2 to
set up
an
appointment
and
that
she
does
her
homework
so
well
that
she
won't
even
come
up for
an
appointment
unless
she is
sure
she
can
get us
a good
appraisal.
That
works
for
me.
And of
course,
we're
supposed
to
hear
from
Appraiser
#2
when?
On
Monday,
when
Mercury
goes
direct.
:)
After
two
weeks,
that's
when
it
finally
starts
to
swing
into
action
again.
If you
happen
to be
tracking
the
candy
making
progress,
we are
at the
pause
in
which
pans
soak
after
Rice
Krispie
treats
and
caramelized,
charcoaled
would-have-been-peanut-butter-fudge
has
adhered
unforgiving
to
them.
A
little
soak
should
do
them
well.
I was
going
to
move
headlong
into
divinity,
popcorn
balls
and
potato
candy,
but
each
one is
a
process
in and
of
itself
and I
made a
promise
to me
that I
would
be in
bed by
1am,
so I'm
going
to
leave
it at
washing
these
pans,
then
do the
rest
tomorrow.
Eric
won't
likely
be up
and
around
until
after
10
anyway
and
kiddies
will
present
sometime
between
5:30
and
7:00am.
The
sugar
cookies
are
already
baked
(thank
you,
Miss
Delena),
so
I'll
just
make
the
buttercream
frosting
and
hand
the
kids
butter
knives
and
sprinkle
and
have
them
go for
it.
While
they
are
doing
that,
I can
set
the
syrup
boiling
for
the
popcorn
balls
and
divinity
while
I
start
boiling
potatoes
for
the
potato
candy.
One
goal I
have
for
this
year
is to
have
all of
the
Christmas
cooking
actually
done
by the
morning
we
open
presents.
For
the
past
several
years,
I've
been
slacking
and
haven't
gotten
some
of the
candy
made
until
days
after.
It's a
task,
that's
for
sure.
Just
tonight's
makings
used
up
nearly
2
pounds
of
butter,
2 bags
of
marshmallows,
a box
of
Rice
Krispies
and 12
cups
of
sugar.
Yes,
folks,
every
Winter
Solstice,
I
poison
my
kids a
bit.
A lot
of it
will
go
home
with
David,
who
will
take
some
to
Josh
and
his
family.
I have
two
big
goals
for
tomorrow,
in
addition
to
getting
the
rest
of the
kids'
shopping
done.
One is
to
find
iron
on
transfer
paper
for my
printer
and
the
other
is to
get a
copy
of the
Barbie
DVD,
"Princess
and
the
Pauper,"
which
I
promised
to the
Grandgirls.
The
survey
that I
filled
out
below
was
the
third
time
this
week
the
subject
of "if
I had
a
million
dollars"
has
come
up.
Personally,
I
think
it is
an
omen.
:)
To
wit, I
am
dedicating
this
song,
"If I
Had A
Million
Dollars,"
by
Barenaked
Ladies,
to the
powers
that
be so-est
they
might
see
fit to
grant
me my
own
million
dollars.
And
with
that,
I have
just
enough
time
to
scrub
out
heavy
pots
and
get to
bed by
1am.
Happy
weekend,
Katrina
If I
had a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
I'd
buy
you a
house
(I
would
buy
you a
house)
If I
had a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
I'd
buy
you
furniture
for
your
house
(Maybe
a nice
chesterfield
or an
ottoman)
And if
I had
a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you a
K-Car
(A
nice
Reliant
automobile)
If I
had a
million
dollars
I'd
buy
your
love
If I
had a
million
dollars
I'd
build
a tree
fort
in our
yard
If I
had
million
dollars
You
could
help,
it
wouldn't
be
that
hard
If I
had
million
dollars
Maybe
we
could
put
like a
little
tiny
fridge
in
there
somewhere
You
know,
we
could
just
go up
there
and
hang
out
Like
open
the
fridge
and
stuff
There
would
already
be
laid
out
foods
for us
Like
little
pre-wrapped
sausages
and
things
They
have
pre-wrapped
sausages
but
they
don't
have
pre-wrapped
bacon
Well,
can
you
blame
'em
Uh,
yeah
If I
had a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you a
fur
coat
(But
not a
real
fur
coat
that's
cruel)
And if
I had
a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you an
exotic
pet
(Yep,
like a
llama
or an
emu)
And if
I had
a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you
John
Merrick's
remains
(Ooh,
all
them
crazy
elephant
bones)
And If
I had
a
million
dollars
I'd
buy
your
love
If I
had a
million
dollars
We
wouldn't
have
to
walk
to the
store
If I
had a
million
dollars
Now,
we'd
take a
limousine
'cause
it
costs
more
If I
had a
million
dollars
We
wouldn't
have
to eat
Kraft
Dinner
But we
would
eat
Kraft
Dinner
Of
course
we
would,
we’d
just
eat
more
And
buy
really
expensive
ketchups
with
it
That’s
right,
all
the
fanciest
ke...
dijon
ketchups!
Mmmmmm,
Mmmm-Hmmm
If I
had a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you a
green
dress
(But
not a
real
green
dress,
that's
cruel)
And if
I had
a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you
some
art
(A
Picasso
or a
Garfunkel)
If I
had a
million
dollars
(If I
had a
million
dollars)
Well,
I'd
buy
you a
monkey
(Haven't
you
always
wanted
a
monkey)
If I
had a
million
dollars
I’d
buy
your
love
If I
had a
million
dollars,
If I
had a
million
dollars
If I
had a
million
dollars,
If I
had a
million
dollars
If I
had a
million
dollars
I'd be
rich
Just a
quick
note
before
I
start
cleaning
like
mad,
doing
Christmas
cooking
and
taking
the
kiddies
to
town
to
Christmas
shop
for
each
other.
I hope
all of
you
have a
wonderful
weekend,
filled
with
Joy
and
Miracles.
We
will
be
celebrating
on
Sunday
morning,
the
weekend
day
closest
to
actual
Solstice.
Kids
are
allowed
to get
out of
bed at
6 and
wake
us up.
Friends
are
coming
up
Saturday
night
and
David
will
be
spending
the
night
to
watch
the
kids
open
presents.
Today,
I am
(finally)
doing
Christmas
cooking,
cleaning
house
and
taking
kids
shopping
for
each
other.
Well,
they
aren't
buying
each
other,
they
are
buying
GIFTS
for
each
other.
It
will
just
be the
little
boys.
Delena
did
her
shopping
last
weekend.
Tomorrow,
I go
to
town
alone
to
finish
up.
I am
excited
for
some
time
on my
own,
but I
missed
Christmas
shopping
with
Eric
this
year.
I may
have
to
take
him
with
me by
cell
phone
to
walk
the
aisles
together.
:)
New
friends
are
visiting
Sunday
afternoon,
so
overall,
it
promises
to be
a
joyful
weekend.
Still
nothing
on the
refi.
We
have
consulted
with a
different
broker
and
appraiser
who
are
very
optimistic
and I
think
between
the
four
of
them,
we are
good
to go.
I keep
feeling
that
this
is
being
booted
out
for a
reason
to a
later
time
and
that
all
these
delays
are in
our
favor.
Since
we are
in a
Mercury
retrograde
until
the
20th,
I
fully
expect
to be
hearing
some
very
good
news
by the
end of
next
week.
So
don't
worry,
Sandra!!
(Mom
loves
you!)
Today
is my
last
day
alone
with
Dylan,
unless
he's
sick
and
home
from
school
at
some
point.
We've
celebrated
together
a bit.
I'll
miss
this
time
with
him,
but we
are
going
to
both
have a
ball
with
our
new
lives.
Time
to
start
cleaning
and
cooking!
:)
I feel
so
excited,
so
happy
and so
filled
with
the
Christmas
spirit!
Part
of me
still
believes
in
Santa
and I
know
this
is
going
to be
a
wonderful
Solstice.
Peace,
love
and
joy to
you
all.
See
you on
Monday
or
Tuesday!
Meanwhile,
here
is my
"getting
to
know
you"
survey:
1.
What
time
did
you
get up
this
morning?
5:30am
2.
Diamonds
or
pearls?
diamonds
3.
What
was
the
last
film
you
saw at
the
cinema?
Shark
Tale
4.
What
is
your
favorite
TV
show?
Dead
Like
Me,
Scrubs,
The
Dead
Zone
5.
What
did
you
have
for
breakfast?
chicken
and
pork
chops
6.
What
is
your
middle
name?
Marie
7.
What
is
your
favorite
cuisine?
Steakhouse,
Mongolian
BBQ,
Good
Authentic
Mexican,
Italian
as
long
as it
is
well
prepared
Chicken
Alfredo
8.
What
foods
do you
dislike?
Lots!!
All
condiments
except
butter,
salt
and
pepper
(no
ketchup,
no
mustard,
no
mayo,
no
relish,
no
salad
dressing,
etc),
broccoli,
tomatoes,
pancakes,
spaghetti
sauce,
cheese
(ok if
hot
and
cooked
onto
something,
like
pizza
or
potato
skins),
pies
(except
pumpkin,
strawberry
and
toll
house),
asparagus,
cooked
cabbage,
cole
slaw,
kraut,
olives,
corned
beef,
I mean
it
just
goes
on and
on and
on...
9.
What
is
your
favorite
chip
flavor?
plain
10.
What
is
your
favorite
CD at
the
moment?
O
Brother
Where
Art
Thou
soundtrack,
followed
closely
by the
soundtrack
of the
Buff
the
Vampire
Slayer
episode
"Once
More
With
Feeling."
11.
What
kind
of car
do
your
drive?
Jeep
Liberty
12.
Favorite
sandwich?
Steak,
plain
or a
good
burger
13.
What
characteristics
do you
despise?
Lying,
posturing,
cruelty,
teasing
14.
Favorite
item
of
clothing?
My
fleece
robe
15. If
you
could
go
anywhere
in the
world
on
vacation,
where
would
you
go?
Kentucky
to see
my
family,
Houston
to see
friends,
Disneyland,
Victoria
Canada
to see
Joe
and
Sandra
16.
What
color
is
your
bathroom?
green
and
white
17.
Favorite
brand
of
clothing?
Oh
please.
Who
really
cares
about
brand
names?
I just
like
pretty
clothes.
18.
Where
would
you
retire
to? My
family
room.
19.
Favorite
time
of
day?
dark
of
night
20.
What
was
your
most
memorable
birthday?
One
year,
my
coven
gave
me a
wonderful
birthday
party.
That
was
probably
the
best.
21.
Where
were
you
born?
Augusta,
Kentucky
22.
Favorite
sport
to
watch?
*cough*splutter*
We
don't
say
the
"s"
word
in my
house.
23..
Who do
you
least
expect
to
send
this
back
to
you?
I'm
only
sending
it to
Karen.
OK,
I'll
put it
in my
journal.
Who am
I
kidding.
24.
Person
you
expect
to
send
it
back
first?
Pfft,
I
dunno
25.
What
fabric
detergent
do you
use?
Whatever
is on
sale
26.
Coke
or
Pepsi?
Coke,
but
really
Dr
Pepper
27.
Are
you a
morning
person
or
night
owl?
Night,
forced
to be
a
morning
person
by
circumstance
28.
What
is
your
shoe
size?
8-9.
29. Do
you
have
any
pets?
Two
cats,
fish,
two
turtles
30.
Favorite
coffee?
Don't
do
coffee
at all
31.
Favorite
holiday?
Halloween,
then
Christmas
32. If
you
had a
million
dollars
what
would
you do
with
it?
Payoff
my
house,
invest
a
little,
give
each
of my
older
3 kids
$10,000,
play
with
the
rest.
Katrina
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